Please pray for me. I am very overwhelmed as a husband and a father. I struggle daily with feelings of failure as both. There has been tremendous verbal abuse in my life and very much so in my marriage towards to me. As a result I have developed a very thick skinned shell around me, which then spills out in depression, & over reacting. Almost in a sense of PTSD. I am terrified of how badly this has effected my children. It weirdly has effected how I am behaving spiritually as well. Thanks.