I need prayer support for myself. I feel like my life is crumbling beneath me. I have strayed away from God for the past 5 years or so, basically since I left for college. I finally realized I needed to get help for my addiction and started going to AA. I realized that I can't keep turning to alcohol to figure out my problems. My life had become unmanageable. I have been a week sober. I have a relationship with the love of my life in shambles and got let go from my job. I feel so lonely and that I don't what to do, but to turn towards God.
I need prayer support that I have peace of mind, because I fear the unknown, and that I can't control anyone's actions but my own. I need prayer support that I stay sober, that I find a job, and that I am not so lonely anymore. I pray that I can get the help I need, because I frankly don't know what to do anymore. I used to go to church here growing up, and have always loved the community support here.